2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: how did you mean it then?

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i mean you stay inside too much, that cant be good for you

2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ..I have spent years runnign around and staying outside..Do you really want to go there?

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright...im sorry...

2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Yeah you should be..*Stands up and walks out, the door slamming besides her as she goes to the front door and sits outside it, that door slamming also*

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs sitting up slowly*

2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Rest sher head in her hands and cries softly*

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *gets up walking to the front door*

2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Glances up as she hears footsteps, before burying her face in her hands again and stiffling her sobs*

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *opens the door slowly* leyla...

2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: What now?

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im sorry...i didnt mean to upset you

2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Whatever..I dont care..

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: your lying

2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Stop it..

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: fine *walks back inside, closing the door*

2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *sighs softly and shudders slightly before getting up and walking back inside after him* I'm sorry Okay..

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *glances back at her*

2008-06-12 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I am..I just..I..

2008-06-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: just what?

2008-06-13 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) *smirks* Maybe, but I was wondering if you wanted something other than blood

2008-06-13 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I don't know how I can trust people anymore.. (Kristi) *Laughs softly and shrugs* Such as?

2008-06-13 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you can trust me

2008-06-13 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla) that's what everyone says..*rolls her eyes slightly and turns around again, going back to the door*

2008-06-13 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs, walking back to his room*

2008-06-13 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sits on the front doorstep, shivering slightly in the cold wind*

2008-06-13 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *lays back on his bed, closing his eyes*

2008-06-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sits outside a while longer before getting to her feet*

2008-06-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *drifts off to sleep waiting for her to come back inside*

2008-06-16 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *opens the door quietly and starts walking through the house, inspecting things*

2008-06-16 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *rolls over in his bed*

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs softly, screaming softly* Jesus!

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *starts a wake up*

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Rubs her arm where she'd hit it on the doorframe in her surprise*

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: leyla....what are you doing

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I thought..*Glances up at the tall black shadow in front of her* It fell.. *Turns to him, shaking visibly* He used to..I-..Sorry I woke you.

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *gets up, walking over to her* what are you talking about

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Clenches her fists to stop the shaking* Nothing..Sorry I woke you..

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: dont be sorry

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Well I am..

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *picks her up*

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Curls up tightly in his arms* I was just looking around..I think I dislocated my shoulder..Again.

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks over to the bed, setting her down* let me see

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Uncurls, sitting up straight, her arms limp at her side*

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he gently touched her shoulder*

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Cries out softly*

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright, hold still....

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly gripping the sheets tightly*

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ready...*he placed his hands on her shoulder* one, two, three *he quickly popped it back into place

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Bites her lip, drawing blood as tears spill over onto her cheeks, holding his sheets tightly*

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *dark wiped the tears away*

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Turns, pushing her face against his neck, letting out her tears*

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he gently wrapped his arms around her*

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It hurts..*Turns away to hug a pillow instead*

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: sorry...

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I shouldnt have done it..So dont be..

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: want me to get you anything?

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shakes her head slightly* I can manage..

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright...

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Im sorry i'm me..by the way..

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: dont be sorry

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But I am..

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Because..Its my fault..

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he sighed softly*

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sits up slowly, wiping her mouth*

2008-06-20 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks over at her*

2008-06-20 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I do like you..Thats the problem.

2008-06-21 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) Whatever you're in the mood for...I can get you anything you wish, you know that

2008-06-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why is that a problem

2008-06-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) *Smiles softly up at him* Thanks..But I think a good hug will do for now.. (Leyla) Because its easier when they go if you dont..

2008-06-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: who says im going anywhere

2008-06-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles bitterly* Everyone goes somewhere..

2008-06-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he shrugged slightly*

2008-06-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Its okay..I get over it.

2008-06-21 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: if you say so

2008-06-21 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs her eyelids drooping slightly*

2008-06-24 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) Alright...*walks back over to the bed and envelopes her in a hug*

2008-06-24 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he got up, walking out to the kitchen*

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles briefly, hugging him tightly, curling up slightly as she does* (Leyla) *Sits up, forcing herself awake*

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *looks through the cabinets*

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Stands, walking to the kitchen, staying in the doorway* What're you doing?

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: hmmmm...*looks over his shoulder at her*

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I was just wondering what you were doing..*Yawns softly, covering her mouth*

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: nothing really

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: That doesn't make sense..

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: when do i ever make sense

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs* Cant think right now..

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smiles slightly*

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: So what are you doing?

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly*

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *walks forward slowly, leaning against him when she reaches him* Talk..?

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks down at her*

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I need a distraction..

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: what do you want to talk about then

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Anything thatll keep me awake..

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why dont you go to sleep if your tired

2008-06-30 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I hate sleeping..So, talk.

2008-06-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why do you hate sleeping

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs slightly* Bad things happen.

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright then *picks her up, walking over to the couch and sitting down*

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: what were you looking for in the cupboards?

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: seeing if i had anything to eat

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: well as long as you aren't like that witch with the candy house...it's fine.

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he smirked slightly*

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *rubs her stomach lightly and sighs* So...Um...I know nothing about you..what's your story?

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i thought dai would have told you

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs slightly* he never talked about you I don't think..And I don't think he even knows im staying with you..

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: maybe its better that he dosent

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: As if he'd care...*rolls her eyes slightly, her voice bitter without her intention*

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: did he really hurt you that badly *raises a brow*

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *shrugs slightly* we weren't talking about me...

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly* fine

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: So...What about you?

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly* there's not much to tell

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Then it's sure to be a short story..

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: after i was changed i killed everyone in my family, including dai...little did i know that the vampire that changed me would save him

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *frowns slightly, thinking silently for a few minutes* Why..?

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why what

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why'd you kill them?

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because they were weak...they didnt deserve to live

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: then why didn't you kill me?

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly*

2008-07-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *raises a brow slightly but shakes her head* Alright then..i'm not complaining..*smirks slightly* So..

2008-07-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: so what

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I have no idea..Otherwise i would have added something. *smiles slightly*

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *smirks slightly*

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Anyway, it doesn't matter..

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: your right, it dosent

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *smiles and shrugs, standing up, spinning a few times* i am awake now..

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: good

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *smiles and shrugs* So, why's it best Dai doesn't know i'm here?

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: he'd probably throw a fit if he did

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *smirks slightly* that'd make me laugh...cept he might hurt you..Which wouldnt be good for me...

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: he cant hurt me

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Then why would it matter is he spazzed? *tilts her head, confused*

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs slightly*

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Obviously you had a reason..Othewrwise you wouldn't have said it.

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: he bugs me

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *raises a brow slightly then shrugs, jumping onto the sofa and laying across the remaining space* If you say so..

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs again*

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You dont talk much do you?

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no...not really

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why not?

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: never have really

2008-07-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: This is the most i've talked in a long time..

2008-07-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods slightly* is that a bad thing

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *shrugs slightly* Maybe...I used to be kinda talkative sometimes...

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: what happened

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I was too talkative..

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he nodded slightly*

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I used to get myself into trouble for it..But it's okay..I don't care..

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you wont get in trouble from it here

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Even when he was nice...I used to either upset people or just...I dont know..Trouble just seems to always find me you know?

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yeah

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs* Oh well...Doesn't matter..

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i guess not

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Curls up slightly on the sofa, shifting onto her side*

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks down at her*

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Do you believe in Karma?

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no, why

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *shrugs* Just wondering...If maybe...Well, just wondering really.

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: do you believe in it

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Maybe sometimes..

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he nodded slightly*

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Do you like what you are?

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: me....i guess so

2008-07-09 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But aren't you...we...Monsters??

2008-07-09 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: if thats how you want to see it

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Then how do you see it?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he shrugged* is who i am

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: What about the person...before?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: he's dead

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Were you nice?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im not really sure, ive forgotten most of my life before i was changed

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But, most doesn't mean all. What do you remember?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i remember spending time with my family....*he thought for a long moment* i remember being happy

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: If you were happy...Why did you kill them?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he shrugged slightly*

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: That doesn't make sense..

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: things changed

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Such as?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: my mother and father

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Did they not like you anymore?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i guess not

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You guess? And, what about..Him?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: they always liked him

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Not you?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he shook his head*

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You said you were happy though...

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: when i was younger i was

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *frowns slightly* i'm confused...How could you be happy if they favoured him but not you?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i really did mind that much

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: So..Why'd you kill him?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because for once in my life i was strong enough to

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Frowns slightly* So, just because you could, basically?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: is there something wrong with that

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Yes. there is.

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: oh well....

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You really are evil...And more than that. You're selfish.